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October 24th, 2010Getting hit by a car makes you very unproductive
July 6th, 2010I am desperately trying to reorganize myself because it seems as though I have spread myself too thin with taking on too many projects at once as per usual. And unfortunately, I recently got hit by a car while biking and I am with out health insurance so I’m making a slow, but steady recovery. I hope soon I will be back to 100% and will be able to tackle some of this work.
My priorities are:
- Continue coding my VJ program for Velvet Crayon and Catfish Robots
- Updating and reorganizing my blog
- Taking care of the huge pile of paintings, arts & crafts on my desk
A letter addressed to everyone, but only meant for you
July 3rd, 2010Dear Internet (because I’m too afraid to actually say it to you),
How is it that everything I assumed about you wasn’t true at all?
I’m sorry I assumed.
I definitely made an ass of me.
I wish I knew you better now that I’m letting you know me better. But I really don’t know how to begin to know you. You hide it all from me. Please don’t hide it anymore. I want to know about when you were a kid. I want to know what college was like for you and what your favorite food is. I want to know about how you first knew that you were in love. Or better yet, if you believe in love at all. I want to know about how horrible your parents were to you.
I want to understand you.
Just like how you are beginning to understand me.
For a long time (for a plethora reasons I’m just realizing that causes the behavior now), I tended to ignore my emotions. I was very robotic. And you are actually part of the reason I got to be like that. But I think you may already realize that. You did do some things wrong. I focused on that for a long time, and held it against you.
I’m sorry I did.
I stayed so focused on the bad things that I forgot all the good you have done for me. You are actually really lovely. And I am so proud of you, that you’re in my life. You are human, and I am sorry I thought that you couldn’t possibly be anything like me. We are actually more similar then not.
Forgive me.
I really do love you.
Please help me understand you. It might not be too late.
Love,
‘A’
Documentation of ‘A Meme Machine’
March 27th, 2010A Meme Machine from Angela Latini on Vimeo.





